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for all we could have done, and all that could have been...
Created on 2003-02-16 13:24:48 (#905155), last updated 2009-07-01
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Basic Info| Name: | pieces of me ; |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1987-09-06 |
| Location: | Ashland, Wisconsin, United States |
BioLife is just a waking dream which I'm taking one day at a time... I'm a 21 year old intellectual. My trivia is an invitation to be friends. Words can mean that I want to make you into a friend and silence can mean that I accept you already being one. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. Sometimes I'm scared of what the silence could mean... I suspect the silence of meaning you are getting bored or losing interest or making up your own mind about me without my guidance.
I'm a still water that runs deep and the book that writes a story but leaves a lot to read. Most words evolved as a description of the outside world, hence their inadequacy to describe what is going on inside me. I am not interested so much in what I do with my hands or words as what I do with my feelings. I want to live from the inside out, not the inside in.
I'm picky with the enviroments I put myself into because I'm so well reserved and lack demonstrativeness. I'm not one of those people who many people can tolerate. I'm not that fun to hang out with, I'm too serious and a terrible conversationalist. I don't have any other friends to bring over and make a party and I'm not social enough to turn any situation into anything enjoyable. If I can be a part of the equation, sometimes I come out decent, but never if I have to have the initiative. I feel like here I am surrounded by people but still all alone... even with myself imprisoned in my head, there doesn't seem to be any way to get out.
I'm a still water that runs deep and the book that writes a story but leaves a lot to read. Most words evolved as a description of the outside world, hence their inadequacy to describe what is going on inside me. I am not interested so much in what I do with my hands or words as what I do with my feelings. I want to live from the inside out, not the inside in.
I'm picky with the enviroments I put myself into because I'm so well reserved and lack demonstrativeness. I'm not one of those people who many people can tolerate. I'm not that fun to hang out with, I'm too serious and a terrible conversationalist. I don't have any other friends to bring over and make a party and I'm not social enough to turn any situation into anything enjoyable. If I can be a part of the equation, sometimes I come out decent, but never if I have to have the initiative. I feel like here I am surrounded by people but still all alone... even with myself imprisoned in my head, there doesn't seem to be any way to get out.
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Ashland High School - Ashland, WI (2002 - 2006)
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